Erotica - All by myself

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After being divorced for almost two years now, I've had to find my own satisfaction.

Many is the time that I come home for lunch from work-close the drapes and prepare to enjoy the lunch hour. I set a special mirror near my headboard, so that I will be able to see my body change with excitement. I turn on my bedside lamp so that it will shine right on my pussy. I set my pillows up just the right way. Two behind me, and one underneath my ass.

I leave my bedroom window open though, because it makes me all that more excited knowing that someone could be walking by and hear my moans and even sometimes, screams of ecstasy.

I don't use many toys-sometimes a candle or hairbrush handle. I lubricate myself-sometimes with oil, and other times I'm already so wet I don't need any additional lubricants. I begin to slowly manipulate my nipples, watching as they grow and harden with excitement. The changes in them are amazing to me, even at my age!

I pull on them, twisting them and watch as they seem to grow longer. I then slowly start to rub my clit-using my own saliva, or an oil of some kind. I spread my lips open, looking at the changes in the mirror lying against my headboard. The light directed on my body makes it all that clearer to me.
I can see my lips turning pinker, my clit glistening. I watch as my own juices start to drip out of my pussy.

If I'm using something, then I spread my lips wider, and watch as I insert it into my pussy. I slowly pull it in and out, watching as it comes out wetter and wetter each time. Even with only an hour for lunch, I'm in no hurry because I've gotten to know my body, and I know that I can cum within minutes once I am fully concentrated on it. So for at least a while, all I like to do is bring me slowly to the edge of cumming-watching the changes in my body, making those changes more intense. Being small breasted, I cannot reach my mouth to my nipples; but would love to be able to nip at them, pulling them with my teeth.

My fantasies vary from being with a man or even experimenting with a woman-which I've never did.
Once I'm ready to cum, I want to rush things a bit more. Whatever I may be using as a toy, I push as far inside of my pussy as I can, and for now I leave it lying inside of me. I focus on my clit. I rub it between my fingers, twisting and pulling on it. I can feel it grow between my fingers. I will occasionally work my nipples, but usually don't go to them until I'm actually cumming.

As I feel my pussy start to contract with orgasm, I will start to manipulate whatever I have put inside of me...if it's a candle, then I'll push it up as far as I can get it; if it's my hairbrush handle, then I will push it right up to the brush part-and with that, I'll start to twist it. I bought this brush with that purpose in mind, as the handle has ridges on it for the whole length. It's a plastic handle, and the ridges are absolutely amazing. I'll take the handle and twist it inside of me, running it back and forth in my pussy, feeling it against my walls. As I'm using my other fingers to play with my clit-I begin to cum.

On that note, I usually start to ram the handle farther inside of me, making the motion of a cock thrusting inside my pussy. I'll push it to the very edge, and lock my legs around it. Then as I cum, I am still playing with my clit and then go to my nipples with the other hand-really twisting and pulling my nipples as I cum. I can feel my pussy juice leaking out over the brush handle, and as I play with my clit, rubbing it hard back and forth, I push the brush in farther....maneuvering it with my hand. I will use my palm to rub back and forth on my clit, and then go down to the handle. The motion of my hand on the handle makes the brush move inside of me. I am rewarded with a very quick, intense orgasm.

If I'm really concentrated, I can usually cum two or three times during my lunch hour.

Even with the curtains closed, I often wonder whether there is a passerby who can hear me moaning and screaming from the excitement that I am giving myself. I wonder if they walk up to the window to try and see in. I wonder what they would do if they could see me playing with myself? Would they just watch, or would they want to join in? Would they return for another "show?"

Even by myself, I find that I can perfectly satisfy myself and not leave myself wanting for more. I know my body better than anyone. I know when I need to cum, and it only takes minutes to get to that point of no return.

I love to experiment with other objects and will continue to try new things. There are times that I wish someone out there would try them with me, but for now...it's just me.